Secrets
I really poured my heart out in a post about keeping big secrets from loved ones earlier. I almost took it down because I feel so vulnerable putting it out there for the whole world to see.
And although I keep flip flopping between feeling silly for posting it and feeling relieved, I am going to leave it up.
Thanks for your comments and support.
I have decided to work through my issues before I involve others. I need to come to terms with my past and forgive myself. Then I will decide if my family should know. I think it would be unfair to myself and my family to tell them about my past and not be able to answer their questions. Because truthfully, I can’t answer my own questions about it.
Please keep commenting through my e-mail (momentsofmotherhood at yahoo dot com) or comments section if you have something to add. And I know it’s annoying to read something like this and not have me share the whole story but I’m just not ready yet.
Thanks for “listening”!
